02/03/10
That was a lengthy article and I usually lose interest in such before completing them.
However, I did read all 7 pages. Maybe that says something about me but the story was meaningful enough to continue reading.
I am rather depressed right now ... sorry to say it... again lol
oh boy the pain of that woman hit me very hard. Knowing so many ndn women who have traveled down that road a few feet or miles, I see all of them again. Among them is my mothers face.
I have documents regarding my mother and her being incarcerated. Again mournful pain rings out from from the depths of the past.
Then there is my own experience being incarcerated. I understand that need to lash out from the inhumanity of being caged. picayune... that's a word I leaned in the article.. referring here to punishments that are petty and of little value. I know that too well.
The Prison system has in it the inherent elements that will enhance and promote despair. If your not a dedicated criminal when you get there, the system is rife with tricks, gimmicks, traps and opportunities that will make you one. The article points this out but more from a psychological viewpoint than the "crime school" environment that saturates those in the general prison population .
Though I hope otherwise, I think this woman is damaged beyond repair; broken and twisted as the system has designed with her opportunities for redemption being nothing short of requiring a miracle.
Jake
I\'ve been there in the same situation, starting out with 3 years and acquiring more time on the inside , the system truly sets you up for this, I was in P4w in kingston before it closed and then on to Grand Valley for women, I\'ve finally made it out and been free since 2005, CSC; you\'ve FAILED to destroy me, I told you you could take my freedom but not my soul, not my spirit, I am alive, I\'ve choosen life you did not, could not destroy, me...
I would like to leave this message for Marian Botsford Fraser , I'm the one who left a comment previous to this one about not letting CSC take my soul , my spirit. I have many stories about being left in segregaion for long periods and what it does to you and trying to survive and not end up taking my own life. My friend Pam Payette committed suicide in GVI in December 03 , me and her lived together in the SLE { structured living enviroment}I miss her very much, And since I've been out my best friend Karen committed suicide last year on Feb 16, I found her . Because of all my memories and experiencs in prison I find it hard to go on sometimes , but I don't want them to win , to break me.I totally understand why Renee Acoby strike3s out, because that is the only thing she has let in her power to use, I was the exact same way, we feel powerless, no one cares. I just want to say, I am one who cares , who fels her pain.
I just wanted to say to Jake; after reading your comment it really touched me and spoke to me, I couldn't agree with you more.And when you said about traveling a few feet or miles down that road and among them, seeing your mothers face, that must really break your heart, it's a painful place to come from and then you experiencing it yourself. I really hope your doing well, and that the pain and memories subside, at least for a little bit. Trust me, I'm there, I know exactly from where you speak, goodluck, and God bless.
I know Renee...Shes one of the sweetest most loyal, humorous, caring people Ive met! I too myself started off my sentence with 2 years plus one day...never really in trouble before not as an adult. My first offence I was off to the Penn. I ended turning 2 years into a 7 and a half year sentence. It soo easy to get caught up in the system as a young woman who is not heard and feels there is no hope. I too myslef resaulted in hostage takings. One with rene as a coaccused. Its a last reort situation and the public doesnt exactly know all that goes on behind those walls. Everytime Ive ever taken a hostage I would always tell the correctional staff how I felt and even that I felt like taking a hostge even before my third hostage taking I was not taken serious! Ive been out for 6 years now and still feel the affects of what went on behind those walls. I just wish that the public and the system would realize there needs to be changes..things need to be heard. I feel the system in itself are creating women into people they are not, but feel they have no ther choice!! Help these women and speak out!!
This woman is a violent and dengerous offender, who has damaged many people through her hostage takings. She has emotionally scarred staff to the point they cannot return to work. I know some of them. Renee Acoby should be behind bars for the rest of her life. Pity she has managed to suck you in.
To Anonymous!!!
What about all the damage and abuse the system has done to all the young and vulnerable women and men over the years and to their families???? There's things that go on behind those walls that is not spoken of. Theres a difference from doing your time and being treated inhumane and physicaly mentaly and sometimes sexualy abused by prison staff!!! I call it torture if you taunt someone day in day out for years upon years and and abuse them in many ways!! guess it doesnt matter if you've commited a crime and ended up i prison. Some prison guards are worse then the inmates them selves.
Well said, Meagan.
And Anonymous - behind bars should not, I think, mean subject to ongoing mistreatment. CSC's mission statement is
The Correctional Service of Canada (CSC), as part of the criminal justice system and respecting the rule of law, contributes to public safety by actively encouraging and assisting offenders to become law-abiding citizens, while exercising reasonable, safe, secure and humane control.
How, exactly, did they do this for Ashley Smith? And how are they doing this for Renee Acoby? They don't even make a pretense of following through on their own mission statement - or policies & procedures, for that matter.
And now Harper wants to build more prisons so that we can lock up (and abuse) more (Aboriginal) people.... good thing he apologized for those residential schools, eh?
Reading this poignant story, anyone with an ounce of imagination must sense that our Canadian system of justice is like a poisonous weed, the merest touch of which can result in a lifetime of torture regardless of innocence or guilt. For those few with the strength to consider the situation thoughtfully, the horrific realization must follow that we are all only out on "day parole", and subject at any time to being imprisoned under conditions deemed unacceptably cruel for many animals.
Eloquent critiques of this situation abound, merely adding to the horror by their evident failure to effect significant improvement. The problem lies in the unwillingness of the empowered critics (the only ones who can even hope to be heard) to address the role of the enforcers of this regime, the peace officers, prosecutors, judges, wardens, prison guards, parole boards and parole officers who jointly pervert a very costly system intended to protect the public and rehabilitate offenders into a paradise for sadists and martinets which does exactly the opposite.
Since the MacDonald Commission inquiry into the RCMP of 1979 it’s been clear that the federal government does not effectively control the direction of the justice system of Canada, regardless of the party in power. What has always been missing is a willingness to examine the moral and psychological suitability of Canadian peace officers, prosecutors, judges, and prison staff to the tasks they are sworn to perform.
Would you expect a violent, sadistic pedophile to conscientiously execute his duties as an orphanage director? Obviously not. Why then expect policy changes in the justice system to be effective without first ridding its staff of the lawless sadistic bullies who have turned it into an instrument of oppression and torture?